Aswind-Sets.BS

2011-12-27T18:51:00.001+08:00

sick again. WHY AM I ALWAYS SICK

perfect

2011-12-21T20:25:00.000+08:00

I don't know who's more perfect,
JGS which I loved since I watched Baby and me on the airplane or TOP
bloody hell, i never understood why people like korean stars soo much and now I do,
its a bloody obsession!

Btw, simple plan is coming to SG! should I go their concert? My 2nd fav band since forever, loserish lah whatever.

THIS WEEK IS GONNA BE SO FUN
FUCK YEAH \m/

back

2011-12-12T18:37:00.000+08:00

Back from Batam, time passes so fast when you're eating your heart out and looking after 2 hyperactive cousins. Dyed my hair red, not the striking red but kinda maroon? Not really obvious though but it's ok cus it's cheap!

Think I gained a few pounds blooody hell. I have yet to pack my room and it's still scattered with my stupid notes. SO DAMN LAZY. My life is kinda in a mess now, haven't done anything productive since forever....
but this life without any worries is DA BOMBS.

Memo

2011-12-06T23:20:00.001+08:00

Happy bday baby!

Hope you had fun, cus the rest of us sure did, thanks for being such an awesome friend, but please can you faster reply my smses?!?!

Da guys!

Shopping for prom stuff

Ugly girl! HAHA <3

Netnets hugee eyes!

Damn cuteeee.

AND HI JY:)

Dinner w LG, food was daaamn good!

Both of us looking damn cui after nua-ing at his house the entire day

Losta more photos but it takes soo long to upload!

Prom's tomorrow! Not the slighest bit excited, WHY HUH!?

2011-12-03T12:50:00.001+08:00

so much to do, so little time.

these few days have been fun-packed and busy.
I think I sleep less now than during A level period!
Slept about 4 plus last night and woke up at 9 and im not feeling the slightest bit tired.
:o

Gonna blog about these past few days if i have the time.
Need to clean my room shittttttt

FREEDOM

2011-12-02T10:58:00.001+08:00

The reality that it's all over hasn't sunk in yet,
sometimes I just feel "why ain't i studying now? I should be studying!"
A levels turned me into a total study freak!
Still worried about my results though! Hope I can forget all about it ASAP!
Been having losta fun these few days.
Spending money like waterrrrrr.
lazy to find a job though. HOW

2011-11-28T19:01:00.001+08:00

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ANTICIPATING THE END OF A LVLS, TO THE EXTENT IM RESTLESS AND HYPERACTIVE NOW AND I CANT FACE MY BOOKS. /SHIT

two more days

2011-11-27T19:43:00.001+08:00

FREEEEEEEEDOM IZ COMING. i can smell it :o so eggcitedddxzxczcxxz.

top on the list of my priorities is to bloody shop!
followed my losing weight.
give me motivation pl0xxxxxx

Kiki

2011-11-24T21:32:00.001+08:00

Its been almost a year since kiki passed away,
recently someone wanted to hand us a 6yr old maltese.
Dont know if I can go through all the emotional torture again.
When a dog passes away, it really feels as if a family member had left.
Not sure if I'm ready for a new dog and all the commitment that it entails.
Basically I don't do anything other than play with the dog.
But I miss so much having someone at the doorstep to great you with such glee and loyalty when you come home.
Animals are the best creation of God, imo.
No hypocrisy, no evilness, just pure innocence and a longing to please. Give them love and in turn they are faithful and loyal and love you with all their lives.

I miss my baby girl so much, why did she have to go so soon :(

2011-11-24T12:22:00.001+08:00

Stay quiet, Stay near, Stay close.

hands down

2011-11-24T00:33:00.001+08:00

The streets were wet,
and the gate was locked.

Had a wishlist of what to do the moment A's ended,
but as the end draws near, I'm kinda skeptical.
Not sure what to expect anymore

waiting for forever

2011-11-20T20:48:00.001+08:00

every day I will wait - till you're mine again
I will die every day - till you're mine again

It was a good show, don't know why the reviews were so bad? starting to love independent films, though it doesn't get as much hype as commerial and mainstream, but it doesn't mean its any worst, in fact some are much better.

so freakin' unmotivated nowwwwwwwwwww.

2011-11-19T23:26:00.001+08:00

soooo damn tired of studying. my mind goes off every 5 mins. feels like its all over already. 3 more papers WHERES MY MOTIVATION :(

silverstein

2011-11-18T22:40:00.001+08:00

"Changing all the locks, cause I can't change you."

It may sound so cliche, but seriously, in the past SONGS WERE SO DAMN MUCH BETTER. Auto tune ruins everything. Artists are all so bloody profit motivated and churn out albums after albums with no quality or anything. So what if the song is popular but it has no meaning or anything?? I REALLY MISS ALL THE BANDS IN THE PAST! Some songs now still have meaning and some artists are really dedicated to their works, but 90% aren't and its so depressing. whats happening to the world. so distracted from studying cus I'm revisiting all the old songs i used to love so much <3

favourites

2011-11-18T21:09:00.001+08:00

Actor, as of now, Ryan Gosling and also Ryan Reynolds. Love em both. Really good actors and great personality, at least thats what I think.

Band, Blink182 for ever and ever <3 And Simple Plan, don't judge! They were my first favourite band and I was craaazy over them in Pri6 i think. Remembered every single band member's birthdays, which is a mean feat cus I can't even remember my friends birthdays! Silverstein, Amber Pacific.

Couple, DEFINITELY RACHEL MCADAMS AND RYAN GOSLING!! My gawd perfectest couple ever! So sweeeet<3

Lazy to continue already! Is it monsoon season yet? It's been raining every single day.

3 more papers bytheway! But it feels like all's over already cus I've been watching movies non-stop. Can't seem to download one day! The only movie I reaaaally wna watch. And its only showing in one cinema in town. So far so lazzzzzzzzzy.

the notebook

2011-11-17T18:45:00.001+08:00

"just tell me what you want, and I'll be that for you"

could watch this show over and over again and still be in love with it. why is ryan gosling so perfect?

fairytales

2011-11-17T00:43:00.001+08:00

watched 3 movies today, stupid fairytale endings and perfect relationships, make you believe that there is actually a happy ever after, but in real life theres no bloody such thing.

anberlin

2011-11-15T19:14:00.001+08:00

So in love with leopard preeeens :) Just ordered my shoes online hope it fits me well. Can't wait for this shit to end so I can enjoy my life. need to shop so bad, aching to spend money!

Was looking through some photos of myself in the past, there was atleast some v-shapeness to my face, now it's not even an oval, its a round ball. I take it upon myself to MOTIVATE MYSELF TO LOSE SOME BLOODY WEIGHT. I am a round pingpong ball now.

CANT WAIT FOR TMR TO END OMG...........

2011-11-15T01:53:00.001+08:00

Finally...

2011-11-14T20:07:00.001+08:00

was filing econs stuff when i saw my maths notes and i cringed. i literally cringed. hate maths so much now. why do i have to be so carelessss ugggh.

6 papers down, 5 more to go. im more than halfway there.

2011-11-12T07:16:00.001+08:00

when you try your best but you don't succeed.

No mood at all the whole of ytd. Didn't even wanna touch my books. Headache+hopelessness+partial giving up. BUT I WILL STUDY TODAY. cus it's not over and i won't stop till its my very last paper. just hafta try my hardest and have no regrets.

whyyyy am i born in singapore where studies equates to everything?

2011-11-10T19:23:00.000+08:00

the past few days have not been the slightest bit good, both for my mental and physical wellbeing. eat, study, eat, sleep. feel like i gained 10 pounds. even my largest skirt is getting a wee bit too tight and uncomfortable. i need laughter i need entertainment. i wna eat good food, shop and watch movies. why 29nov seems such a distant dream away? slowing sliding into self-inflicted depression. this is the worst i've ever been.

UGH

2011-11-09T13:56:00.001+08:00

wna burn all my chem notes, cus i feel that i've lost all hope in it. essay was alright but compre questions were verrrrry weird-ish. starting to sense that i'm out to fail.

SHIT. and tmr is maths my greatest enemy. hope it doesnt eat me up

2011-11-07T23:54:00.002+08:00

you're fucking annoying and i dont hafta put up with this shit. either you change or your out of my life

2011-11-07T18:44:00.001+08:00

CANT BELIEVE I'M GNNA LET THIS ONE EXAM DETERMINE MY ENTIRE FUTURE.
Bravo. Well done.

2011-11-07T13:33:00.001+08:00

genuinely shaken and feeling hopeless oh no

2011-11-01T12:32:00.001+08:00

Why all my pens disappearing!! Omg I use foolscap paper like toilet paper. Really SPPPPPAAAAM.

Craving for Chilli crab and mantouxxxxxxxx

2011-10-31T21:56:00.001+08:00

i'm afraid my best just isn't good enough

2011-10-31T13:37:00.001+08:00

so much to do so little time

2011-10-31T11:35:00.002+08:00

SUCCESS,
when fought for with all your might, is the sweetest.

I sure hope so, cross fingers

I wanted words

2011-10-28T10:35:00.001+08:00

but all i heard was nothing

forever and always

2011-10-26T21:16:00.000+08:00

A reason for everything

2011-10-20T20:18:00.004+08:00

NO TIME FOR ANYTHING.
I WANT MY STUPID A LEVELS TO END.
THEN I CAN GET BACK TO EVERYTHING I WAS BEFORE.

2011-10-13T22:03:00.000+08:00

I feel like a loser for listening to Bruno Mars the whole day.
But his songs are really motivating and meaningful.

Work hard.

flopped

2011-10-06T18:41:00.001+08:00

times running out, as often as it does.

My life as of now, is so bloody mundane. I guess the happiest thing that happened today, was I skipped school and I cooked my own egg and cheese prata for lunch. I have been hungry from 10am till now. Why nobody at home, why my house have no food :(

Celebrated my birthday a couple of times with a couple of people this week. Ate lotsa cake. Explains the flab around my tummy. Please go away :( I dont like you very much. It's uncomfortable when I sit. Oh the lunps. :/

30 more plus days till A levels.
God please bless me :(

STONED

2011-09-20T13:01:00.000+08:00

im gnna fcking stone later during phy paper 2. have no bloody motivation to study for it at all. thats the only subj i didn't touch though. hope i'll do alright for the rest *crosses fingers*

should I bring my bolster later on into the exam hall so I can sleep more peacefully?? :/

2011-09-17T21:37:00.002+08:00

1 MORE WEEK :(

I just realised my birthday always falls close to exams and I can never celebrate properly. Ugh I hate exams.

2011-09-06T23:43:00.003+08:00

WHUAI I CANNOT SLEEP.
Guess its cus I'm feelin' hungry.
Uh oh. . .

Fat

2011-09-05T18:11:00.002+08:00

When I stay at home the whole day, I feel super restless and start binge eating.
Im growing horizontally and numerous pimples are popping out from my face.
Qiballs said my face looks like its been stung by bees.
Thats the result of not going to facial for like 3 months and ofcourse,
STRESS.

Can't wait for A levels to end.

Like a shooting star ♥

2011-08-27T22:12:00.002+08:00

Lost my POSB card.
Forgot to take it out when I deposited money.
Feel so insercure without a card now.
7 more days till it's mailed!

So tired,
but I gotta press on.

find comfort in pain

2011-08-23T19:59:00.002+08:00

13 days to prelims.

Time flies. Feels like half a year ago when I was sitting for my O levels and watching USA playing basketball in the Olympics. Who knew 2 years later I would have visited the next Olympic site, in London, and by 2012, I would have completed A levels and gotten over the most intense period of my life. Time flies so darn fast.

I always feel that if you have no expectations, you'll be pleasantly suprised, as opposed to having so much expectations for yourself and if you fail, its a downward spiral. Dont know what to expect so I'm just gonna put in my best.

Made for so much more

Blessed

2011-08-18T20:11:00.002+08:00

I feel very blessed.
I have a perfect family, something that many others lack of.

My life is perfect, as of now.
Only obstacle- A levels.

I will get pass you.

We were all made for so much more

2011-08-13T23:54:00.005+08:00

Sucha bad headache....
Anyway, photos!

London!

With a cute old man from some university where Harry Potter was filmed. I think..

With Fabregas's jersey. CANT WAIT FOR HIM TO GO BARCA OMG *hyperventilates*

With his jersey that he actually wears and sweats on at Arsenal's changing room. Not that much of a fan though

The London eye

The Big Ben!

The rest of the photos are on facebook. All 600+ of them.

Jazzi~~

Looks like a tumblr worthy photo right! Love my camera!

Picnic at MB!

I hate blogger its so hard to upload photos cus everytime i upload the spacings get screwed? Ending off with random photos I've seen while surfing the web.

Ucler hurts like crap :'(

AGONY

2011-07-21T23:21:00.003+08:00

SCHOOL STARTS AT 7 EVERY MORNING AND ENDS AT 4.
epic waste of time cus most of the time, all i do in school is talk and stone, except for econs lessons.

wow rebecca black's new song has 10mil views in 2 friggin' days. ohmygee. why do bullshit artists like her get so many views whilst those artists that ought to be commended and respected who can really sing and produce good music with good lyrics(instead of reciting the days of the week), fail to get such deserved attention?

6 more weeks to end of schools, i think. cunt wait

2011-07-11T22:11:00.000+08:00

Maybe guys don't understand,
cus you haven't found the right one who does, yet ;

WHY FACEBOOK SO ANAL ONE?!?!?!
IDK why my uploads always get hanged when its slightly more than half done.
>:o

I'm craving soooo much for good food.

Pancakes. Waffles with lotsa ice cream. Cupcakes. Fries. Losta fries. Cheese. More cheese. Steak. Pork chops. Froyo. Sundaes. Banana splits. Burgers. Pasta in thick creamy sauce. Honey chicken karaage. samurai wings. AND OMG SEAWEED SHAKER FRIES. salty goodness. I know that'll make me bald even further, but for that moment of satisfaction. I don't give two hoots.

Damn why can't everyone in this world be fat?
So I can eat what the hell I want and not get ostracised or feel bad.

Schools starting tomorrow, after the self declared holidays I gave myself.
I really dread pulling myself out of bed every morning.....

Gooooodnight :(

cockroach lunches, fondue, samurai.

2011-07-09T23:02:00.000+08:00

the feeling is so awesome when you spend the entire day with friends who you hardly meet,
the feeling of no worries in life?
I hate school so much.......

Can't wait for it to be over.

I need to go church tomorrow.
Feels like it's been sucha long time since I've been there.
Need to make a point to go regularly.

Goodnight:)

glimmer of freedom

2011-07-05T23:04:00.000+08:00

1 MORE DAY TILL I HAZZ FREEDOMS.

CUNT WAIT x ∞

Why?

2011-06-24T11:49:00.002+08:00

You're not that much of a bitch that you make yourself out to be.
It's only normal that some people can't click,
does that make us the bad guys and you the angel?
Does it make us fake?
Definitely not.

Sometimes I don't understand how people think.
You can quote about "God" in one sentence and the in the next you would say something condemning someone else. Yep, a true blue christian to me.

I know I'm far too away from being perfect to criticise anyone else. But I don't understand what we/maybe just I, have done to deserve some things you've said. It's not that I'm hurt- I'm immune to words, anyway. But I'm just a tad bit annoyed that you're passing off judgement without getting to know anyone at all.

Have it your way. I'm the plastic ugly bitch while your the perfect little barbie figurine ok?

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Back from London! <3 The place was super awesome and pretty and everything else imaginable. The only downside was the food which was kinda bad, and the weather was slightly too cold for my liking. But everything else was rad. Maybe I'll blog about it cus I don't want to forget the memories.

Spent whats left of my holidays mugging. FML?

2011-06-16T01:30:00.001+08:00

just look into her eyes,
you can see that something's missing.

just look into her eyes,
you can see that her heart's broken

lost sight, couldn't see

2011-05-15T21:44:00.001+08:00

havent studied at all this weekend.
i feel soooo damn guilty.
its creeping nearer and nearer
ohmygosh.

2011-05-04T22:08:00.001+08:00

MY FACE IS A TRAINWRECK.

BOO HOO :(

Here we go

2011-04-16T12:58:00.002+08:00

WLAO I TELL YOU I AM DAMN SWAY! I banged my leg on my mattress, YOU KNOW MATTRESS HOW SOFT ANOT? AND THEN I CRACK MY TOENAIL WTF. . . MATTRESS LEH SO DAMN SOFT I CAN CRACK MY TOENAIL. SERIOUSLY PRO!

Don't know what camera I should buy! powershot or ixus!? I hate to be in a dilemma cus I always end up making the wrong decisions, :( HTC's camera is superrrr cooool! So many fun fuctions to play with to take nice photos! WHY MY BF NOT INTO PHOTOG.....SIANNNNNNN

cheer up babe! ♥

2011-04-12T22:13:00.002+08:00

I dont know if you'll be reading this but I just want you to know that everyone faces problems in their relationships and it's definately inevitable, but it is when you overcome these obstacles, that you treasure each other more and you'll become stronger together.

Really hope both of you can resolve this soon! I'll be here for you no matter what. :)

Jail

2011-04-12T19:25:00.002+08:00

Olah! Been online shopping quite alot these few days. Like I can't concentrate on anything I do and I keep thinking about SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING x132971298437 seriously! Wanted to start studying for econs like 2 hrs ago but all I've been doing is online shopping. Can't wait for my clothes to comeeeee uggggh :(

School's like a jail. Can't wait for weekends, seriously when I can go out and have fun! Even on weekdays if I go out after school I'd be wearing my school uniform. Really like prison's inmate attire lor. SIANZJIPUAAAAAAAAA. I need to get my camurah and buy more more more clothes+bags! I dont really care about shoes though ahhaa. Ok me wants to study. I H8 SCHOOL

being sick sucks

2011-04-08T19:56:00.001+08:00

PW results out today. Got a B :( quite depressing actually but I think I kinda got over it already. Moreover its only like 1.25 right? No big deal lah aiyoh! Many people have been saying that "those that do not deserve to get A got an A" At first I was kinda pissed cus thats soooo true. But what to do some people are just very lucky. No point being angry what :/ Supposed to celebrate shakila's birthday and head over to kingkongs birthday after that, but I'm stuck at home cus I'm sick. :( WHY AM I ALWAYS SICK UH! REALLY! CANNOT TAKE IT. Ok I better rest if not I can't go shopping or stayover tmr. BYE PEEPZ.

infinity

2011-04-03T09:59:00.003+08:00

On Thurday after school I went to Handsome's house and omggg it was such a retarded day. We slacked and everything and headed down to Madison's to eat. And we were walking there and I was talking so happily until I fell str8 into the frickin' drain. WALAO x4r9127498274328423 LIKE SERIOUSLY! Luckily it was a small drain and I suffered a few cuts and bruises but I was traumatised! 4life. And a few people were like laughing at me I swear! :(

Yesterday!!

Went shopping at bugis and ion and I had to do some errands first then met up with the girls. Headed to timbre and had hell lotsa fun! Miss them so freakinggggg much. Ate, drank and got superrrr high! 10 people squeeze into a cab, imagine that! Including the driver lah haha! After meeting them I really regret going JC cus they're having so damn much fun in poly! We catched up quite a lot and made a huge fools of ourselves, but we had fun :)

Lurbe you gurls TTM.

Reached home almost close to 1am and couldn't wake up for church today! Gonna start doing some homework cus I have to go my cousin's baptism later. Why can't a week have like 14 days! 7 weekends 7weekdays. It'd be perfect :(

Peeeeeekturez

So lazy to upload the rest :(

Satisfied

2011-03-29T14:49:00.003+08:00

Didnt go school today cus I couldn't wake up in the morning! But I did so many things I feel so productive :) Ok all I did was change my blogskin and clean my room which looks like a bloody pig sty, seriously!

I think it's really time for me to lose weight :/ I've been saying this everyday since 2 years ago, BUT IM FINALLY MOTIVATED. Gym here I come.... And a partial reason why I skipped school today was cus there was PE. HAHAHA i feel like a fat loser but who cares :)

Almost scammed!

2011-03-28T22:07:00.004+08:00

Today, after school went to SimLim with J cus I was intending to buy a dslr cus my cammie spoilt and I want to take nice photos of the scenery etcetc when I go London. So I was interested in 2 models, Canon 600D (18 megapix, 1200bucks++) and Canon 1100D (12.2 megapix, 799bucks, but it comes in red, my favourite colour and it just came out like a few days/weeks ago) So I was looking around till i wandered into a stall called "CameraTalk Pte Ltd" on level 2 near the escalator there.

So I enquired with the salesguy (seemed pretty friendly) about the models I wanted to buy and he told me he could offer me 1100D at 700 and 600D at a freaking 900bucks which is soo much freaking cheaper than what other stalls were selling. And since for 200 bucks I could get a much better camera, I was immediately drawn to buying the 600D.

So i asked him why was it so cheap, compared to other stalls and he told me he was gonna have renovation the next day and if i buy tomorrow the deal might be gone. When I asked him more about the renovation he was like bullshitting like "contractor say tmr, but I don't know when" etc etc. And although I was really skeptical I was still kinda like wow. Cus really... so cheap leh! And I told him if you give me a better price i buy immediately. So he offered me 880bucks and I was about to whip out my card and purchase it when I decided I better check on this stall first, before I get cheated or something.

Afterall SimLim is so reputable for cheating and whatnot. When I asked J to check his phone for the stall, we saw hoards and hoards of bad reviews about it, like how the salesman were aggressive and vulgar if you didn't buy and how they charged way above what other shops were selling(not in my case) and how when you're not looking they'll take away a battery or something. SO SCARY RIGHT! WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT THIS TYPE OF THINGS HAPPEN IN SINGAPORE! Ok I'm naive lah sian.

And I saw a review of a guy saying "He offered me a better price cus I was the lucky guy right before they went for renovation" and that was posted like 2 months ago or what. So they go for renovation every 2 months arh! bullshitzxz SO ANGRY LUH ALTHOUGH I DIDN'T GET SCAMMED (thank God) I feel so pissed for those who got cheated. Lucky I walked out giving him the impression that I was going to buy, if not he confirm sprout vulgarities at me or something :/

Went funan after that to meet a friend and she bought Canon 7d and some super expensive lens. Jealous much.... SO anyway now after thinking carefully and weighing out my options I've decided to just buy a normal canon digicam to London and after my A's if I'm still interested in photog, I'll buy an expensive dslr, and my parents are gonna pay fully for both my digicam and future dslr. If i buy now I won't have a digicam and I'll have to pay partly for my dslr cus my parents already paid for my London trip :/ Sooooooo decision made! Hope I don't regret :) So lucky J was with me just now IF NOT I COFIRM GET SCAMMED CUS IM SUCH A GULLIBLE GIRL!

School tomorrow till 5 plus WLAO:(

New beginnings.

2011-03-27T21:42:00.003+08:00

Jar of hearts.

Changed blogskin :)

I'm going to start blogging consistently from now on. This blog contains so much memories, imagine 5/10 years down the road, I'll be reading this space and everything that's happening now will seem so fresh in my mind.

Happy 1.5yrs anniversary handsome!

Even we ourselves can't believe that we would last so long, but we did. We surpassed our very own expectations :) We had many ups and many downs but everything is so much better now, than it ever was.

Love you my NSMMC :)

Yesterday was super fun. No pictures though. Karoke and pool and party with neighbours. Everyone was super high and everything! I love it when people are just so open and outgoing and bu gu xing xiang! Its so easy to get along with this type of people!

Ok bye

2011-03-21T14:22:00.001+08:00

SO FRIGGING BORED AND UNMOTIVATED.

Im not going to study for econs.
studied for phy paper tday and it was a total flop.
NOT GONNA WASTE MY TIME STUDYING FOR ECONS CUS ITS GNNA BE SO DAMN HARD -______________-

life sucks

2011-03-17T11:10:00.001+08:00

SERIOUSLY?

What holiday is this?
I'm spending my March holidays mugging for stupid common tests.

My life sucks at this moment and I really hate J2 life.
Wondering if I took the wrong path.

Just a few more months and it'd be over.

Hope time can fly by asap.
cant take it when pple are enjoying their hols while im mugging my ass off.
cheebz.

2011-03-09T18:14:00.002+08:00

Because you keep me from falling apart

MBT immediately after March Hols.
I'm gonna spend my hols mugging like some mad bitch.

Life sucks :/

2011-03-05T19:45:00.002+08:00

shopppping is sooo damn addictive :/

road race just now was kinda fun.
screamed super loud when our house won. super unexpected.
it's gnna be my last road race ever :/ unless uni's have roadraces, which I dont think so... right?

shopping w ahqi after tht was so fun. we're so bloody retarded.
:)

browsing thru online shops now.
kinda piss when these owners reply so slow :/

havent talk to tantan in quite a long time.
hope she's doing fine in uni hehe.

legs are sooo sore naaaao.
bye peeps

2011-02-26T10:15:00.002+08:00

I'll hold a place for you inside,
inside my heart for you and I.

I saw this somewhere.

Its so cute and yet so true :/

If you can't be the someone that others want you to be,

And if you know you can't reach the expectations that others have of you,

If you're too tired of keeping up the facade,

Do you still continue trying,

Or just give up?

Can't stand it when people don't get that a NO is a NO.

Nothing changes it.

2011-02-22T20:28:00.002+08:00

Close the doors and I am gone.

Ran around 3.0-3.5km for P.E today.
My gawd I almost collapsed!
Okay not so exaggerated but I was so tired I was trembling while walking down the stairs.
Goes to show how weak I am now.
I AM A LOSER.
OFFICIALLY.

Kill me
:(

Oh and Shermz and I got into London but form teacher said we "had to be on best behaviour" till the trip or they can drop us any moment.
Such a threat. Yuckz.
Im gonna wear a halo on top of my head from now till then.
But not exactly excited for it cus the people gg are like... idk who.
:/

Econs today was awesome.
Portion=Potion
Welfare=Walfal
Foreign direct investment=Fall in Indirect investment.

Wot a Joke.

Okie woke time to do tutorial.
Stupid MJ only knows how to spam tuts.

TMD

and my new name iz....

BANGSTER!
HA HA HA

2011-02-21T21:29:00.002+08:00

What if you're making me
all that i was meant to be.

I'm gonna blog more frequently from now on :)
because after reading through my old post when I'm bored,
I've realised that this blog holds many fond memories of the past.
And maybe in the future I can look back and realise how far I've gone
and how much I've overcame.

I think I have to start study diligently already cause if i chiong last minute it'd be too late cus there are sooooo many topics and so much stuff I have yet to revise or even to understand for that matter.

Ugh :(

Spent such a long time surfing the web and looking for nice clothes hehe
Have the super HUGE urge to shop now!
Hais Gloria Tan i miss you leh :( how!

Im gonna start doing all my backdated homework now.
Gonna catch up!
Slept for almost 4 hours.
Im such a pigz.

AND I HAFZX TO RUN FOR P.E TOMORROWXZX *ohno*
I dread running seriously.
What happened to me omg seriously!!

ok bai peeps!

(L)

2011-02-17T20:11:00.003+08:00

A million miles away.

Why does time pass so darn freaking fast!?
I don't wna sit for MBT, i dont wna do midyrs/prelims and most importantly I don't want to face A levels.
I've been flunking every single test this year.
All 7/8 of them.
Seriously no motivation to study at all.
And all the topics are so dry x.x
I wna kill myself now.
F M L x123456745

I cant say i hate school eh.
I really have losssta fun in school
I guess its just the test and the waking up early and and the dreaded A levels.

Every single teacher never fails to say "Your A levels are in 8 mths time"
and idk if i feel pressurized or just plain annoyed at it.
Grrrrrrrrr

And I ate 6 bananas today.
I guess im gnna have a rly bad tummyache soon.
:/

Baibai people.
:(

2011-02-16T15:44:00.001+08:00

Please tell me, where do some people get so much courage to think so highly of themselves?

Yuckx

2011-01-16T21:56:00.003+08:00

R.I.P Kiki baby,

I always have and will always love you
at least you're happy with God and having all the freedom in the world.

I hope you are able to get along with the rest of the dogs and you're making friends,
unlike how lonely you were on Earth when you were such a fighter cock and had no friends.

No fluffly wuffletuff to snuggle with at night
and no vacuum cleaner to help me clean my food when I drop it on the floor.
No excited little dog to come and greet me when I come home.

First time something so important to me passed away.

Love you baby,
Take care ok?
I'll never forget you (L)

05-01-11

Worst way to start the new year

2010-12-21T11:18:00.002+08:00

HAII EVERYBODY!!!
IM BACK AND I'M FEELING SO HAPPY AND GAY :)

This is like the most awesomemest awesomemest part of this year.
I really LOVED this hols to the maxxxx.
Had so much fun :')
But school's gonna start soooo soon.
:'(

Soooooo my church camp@batam resort WAS SO SUPER DUPER FUN OMOGOSH!
Firstly cus I went with my best friends,
Secondly cus the water games WERE SO DAMNN AWESOME.
(Omg kayaking w Lyd was so damn tiring cus we were such lazy porks and the current was quite strong. And omg the water was soo clear we could see fishes from our kayak! And banana boat was so damn fun! Capsized thrice while the other 4 people only capsized twice. omg so loser BUT SO DAMN FUN!)
Thirdly cus sermons were SO INTERESTING and funnaye and we actually listened intently while muching on biscuits!
Fourthly cus I made soo many new friends
Fiftly cus we took sooo many photos!

Ok so much more but I'm kindaaa lazy to type out everything!

So reached home on Sat, late -.- stupid ferry delayedddddd.
Slept throughout dinner cus I was so tired!

Went malaysia with relatives for seafood lunch&dinner AND SHOPPPING for a day on Monday!
Ate sooo much lobsters till I'm scared of it nowwwww.

Christmas party&stayover later.
Yay~~~~

And the best thing is
I HAVENT EVEN STARTED ON MY MOUNTAINS OF HW YET.
FML TTM TTM TTM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And I haven't seen handsome in suchaaa long time :'(

2010-12-11T19:51:00.002+08:00

O HAI EVERYBODY LONG TIME NO SEEEE!! ^^

It's been sucha busy hols this time round such that i have no time to blog anymore
I've got nothing much to say actually :/

I'll be super busy next week.
Can't wait for Batam w my babes!
Hope it'd be as fun as kelong last yr :)

ohkay i'm off~
i'll probably blog when i'm back

Tartar!

2010-10-07T22:58:00.001+08:00

Wa, damn sian

I can't watch NBA highlights on my comp either cus my comp is an old, laggy, retired comppy or cus... I D K what. but it's super laggy and it pisses me off :/

Can't see my rondo baby in action. *sigh*

Tmrw will be a busy day. haaaaaai. dont feel like gg j1 bash.

I just wna stay home and snuggle w my bobo ):

2010-09-26T19:35:00.002+08:00

Promo's starting tomorrow and I'm feeling so slack today.
Haven't done anything productive other than playing endless amounts of monopoly deal and stuffing my mouth with Calbee hot and spicy.

If only I had a fairy godmother or a genie in a bottle,
I'd wish for a time machine and zoooom past my JC life.
Can't wait to go Uni.

But that's too far fetched.
As of now,
I need to get all the things I've learned to stay in my over-expanded brain.

Thats all folks,
see you guys in 1 week and 1 day.

2010-09-15T22:13:00.002+08:00

Anyway on a lighter note,

I ♥ ottiehum :)

Swear nobody can guess who's that

LMAO!

2010-09-15T22:01:00.003+08:00

O M G !!!!!!!!!!!!

3 words to describe how I'm feeling now.

Fat.
Lazy.
Unmotivated.

FML LAH TOTALLY!!!!

2 WEEKS to promos leh.

And please don't "roll your bloody eyes" @ me.
Cus nobody but a JC student will understand how I'm feeling.

Stressed TO THE MAXIMUM.

Just like 2 days ago I was kinda relac relac cus I thought promotion criteria was 1 H2 pass and pass GP. Thats all.

BUT,
to my horror,
NO!?

You must pass every single thing and can't get a U if not you're considered an "Advanced" students and F.Y.I advanced students do really badly in A levels. Okay over-generalization, but 90% of them flunk lah.

School showed us the stats in the beginning of the year.

Wa lao. . . . .

Peole say that MJ retained like 100 plus people last yr, but teachers claimed they only retain 18?
Bullshit liars ):

Imma gonna study now and sleep.
BUT I CAN'T SLEEP CUS I'M STRESSED!

Worst than O lvls. totally.

What about A levels?
HOW?!

*bang*
shoot me plzthnkx.

:'(

2010-09-10T21:45:00.000+08:00

why the fuck are you so annoying.

YES YOU!

2010-09-02T20:14:00.001+08:00

so disappointed in you that words can't really express how I'm feeling.

2010-09-01T20:43:00.002+08:00

I officially dropped my phone for the 1000th time after getting it.

Yay me (:

Don't ask me why I've been blogging so much in like 2 days
It's cus I'm sitting in front of the comp, trying to study for ionic equilibrium test tomorrow,
but I can't just do my work with my computer sitting in front of me.

Urging me to do something with it.
I've officially been off facebook for like 5 mins.
But it's too hard to resist.

Anyway.
What's another grade U when you've been getting it ever so often.
Hmmmm
Really.
Time to start studying.

byebye.

I love colourful highlighters.
Teehee

2010-09-01T19:57:00.002+08:00

Paddington~

thanks Gloria Tan for being the bestest friend there ever is in the entire world.
I swear you're alws there for me even though you're like 8hours plane ride(?) can't remember how long away from me.
if only you didn't have to go.
haiiiii :(

and thanks jeromey for being there always too,
being sucha sweet and cutesy boy(:
luv you baby <3

Only when it's times like this you realise who are the more important people in your life
and how precious they really are.

2010-08-31T23:58:00.001+08:00

Why am I such a bitch?

2010-08-31T20:02:00.000+08:00

weheartit

2010-08-31T19:55:00.002+08:00

And if you wait for me,
I'll be the light in the dark if you lose your way,
And if you wait for me,
I'll be your voice when you don't know what to say.

I'll be your shelter
I'll be your fate
I'll be forever.
Wait for me.

I'll be the last train home.

Sometimes when your having a rotten day,
all you need is a genuine smile from a stranger
& a hug from your loved one.

And everything is alright
(:

2010-08-26T20:46:00.002+08:00

I don't belong here,
we gotta move on dear,
escape from this afterlife.

CHEM SPA TOMORROW (!!!!)
Verrrrrry scared I'll get stress and can't do my calculations cus most of the time I just copy from my friends.
And super scared that my accuracy is v.v.v out cus it's been that way for 8/12 times until i realised how to use the burette properly. Heh.
Wish me luck ok? (:

So muchhh work to do today!
Study for spa, do stupid EOM that's due 2sept and GP homework cus I'm the GP rep and I'll get sent out of class if I don't do tmrw.

FML?

I'm gonna continue reading leloveimage firstttt then do my hw ;)
(L)
hehe

2010-08-08T09:27:00.002+08:00

MEATBALLS!
Ate 15 meatballs all to myself yesterday night within like 15 minz. I feel so fat but satisfied now :)

Kayaking yesterday was MAJOR fun HAHA. Laugh like mad, splashed like mad, screamed like mad. Mega x2893471 fun. Pity we didn't manage to capsize!

Oh yeah a joke from shaun a few days ago.

Why did the weak acid go to the gym?

Not to become a stronger solution....

But to become a buffer solution(Ionic equilibrium) (!!!!!!)

Wtf damn funny.
I'm such a geek now cus I get joy from laughing at science jokes.
Please killll meee!

Stayover @ Sabby's later.
Imma gnna bring my econs essay to do.
Hehe yay me (!!)

2010-07-31T11:28:00.000+08:00

This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

Miss this song soo much.
(L) Mika

2010-07-21T20:19:00.003+08:00

HAPPY (belated) BIRTHDAY GLORIA TAN TAN TAN

omg lah fcccccckkk. I swear I'm the world's lousiest friend lah omg.
I've been friends with tan tan for almost like 8 years already
and I still forgot to wish her happy birthday on the day itself.

When you see this Gloriaaa I'm so freaking sorrrrry
don't be angry with me ok? :(
Super caught up with school and everything.

Thanks for the gift also btw (:

You gave me a gift on your birthday
omg i'm gnna live in self-resentment for the rest of my life already lah.

im so sorrrryyy :'(

Hope you celebrated well in aussie, without me T.T

2010-07-16T21:52:00.001+08:00

BULLSHIT

2010-07-12T21:41:00.002+08:00

School's bacccck :'(

Like really in full force now.
This sucks tothemaxxxxxxy.

Getting really bored and tired and school now,
cus I find some stuff I learn really pointless and boring.
Cus some teachers just throw bitch fits for god knows what reason.

Most of the results are out already,
and I didn't know what to expect cus it was my verrrrry first exam in MJ
All I can say is I'm quite satisfactory with my results this time round :)

Hmmm I can't post photos on blogger right now for I don't know what reason,
so another time.

I'm feeling pretty tired now cus I watched the stupid 120mins match at 2.30am this morning.
Bloody shit.
Spain doesn't deserve it man.
Shermz and I were laughing non-stop when we kept talking about how retarded robben was as he chased after the refree,
and flapped his hands everytime he wasn't given a foul.

The commentator is epic funny to the max cus he says

"Robben is flapping his arms again"

laughed super louddd.

Watched the Urugray vs Germany match with handsome the day before at tamp too.
That match was epic! *thumbs up*

Two days consecutively staying up just to catch the match at 2.30 = Eyebags and a very lethargic me.

I'm kinda sad it's over.
I have nothing to look forward to in life anymore.

Another than

1. Monotonous days in school
2. More and more homework + bloody PW projects (Which I've done but the round ball called Mr Firdaus hasn't replied yet)
3. Waking up at 6.40am every single f-ing day of my life for the next one year or so (!!!)

Bad stuff aside,
I'm (Y)ing (roller coaster ride man. Started loving it, then hated it, now i love it) my class cus other than the occasional fights(btwn guys and guys, how bitchy are they? HAHA) we seem like a pretty cool class.

And

I still get to see handsome almost every alternate day :p I know I sound like an insecure bitch or whattttt, but I'm not :(

Omg long ranting post.
Imma gnna watch teevee noowwww!

Tartarytartar people!!

2010-06-29T20:09:00.002+08:00

I CANT STUDY FOR CHEM CUS I CAN'T CONCENTRATE ESPECIALLY WHEN I'M SITTING IN FRONT OF THE COMP SCREEN.

Gahhhhhhhh!!!

Handsome's gnna kill me when he sees this.
Teeheee Hieeeeeeee baby :>

Ohkay.
Time to focus.

2 PAPERS TOMORRRROWW SOMEMORE.

I should have taken HCL in sec school
now I regret.

ZZZZZ

KKK IM GONNA STUDY NAWH.
REALLY!

:>

2010-06-28T20:41:00.003+08:00

This is totally how I'm feeling right nowwwww

*Yaaaaaaaaaaaawnzz* :O

I hate studying now especially when I'm feeling so sleepy and unmotivated :(
All I wanna do now is

Sleep.
Eat.
Sleep somemore (:

And Econs is tmrw and I don't even know how to study for it,
other than memorising the definitions (which a hell lot)
Zzz.
How? :(
Life sucks at this point of time
Butttttt exam's are ending in like 3 days,
which is effing awesomeeeee (:

Wokie time to go back and study.

Cup Walker's pudding has been out of stock for a reaaallly long time.
Why :'(

2010-06-20T17:00:00.003+08:00

'Cause when I'm kissin' u my senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece I've been trying to find
beebeee teeeheee :o

----------------------------------------------------

Celtics lost to Lakers :'(
Watched the match at bee's house.
I was so sad I swear I could have cried. Ugh ):
The worst thing was that they were leading the first 3 quarters,
but only lost at the last quarter.
DAMNN SAD PLEASEEE!

Rondo&Big baby played sooo well (:
So proud of them teeheehee!

Okay I'm starting to talk like I actually know them,
but I don't. Sian.

I think the only goal in my life up to this point is that

*drumroollll*

I'm gonna save enough money to go Boston and watch a live match of the celtics,
and get rondo's signature after that :p
Teeheee :D

I don't know why I'm so into the celtics.

When Jeromey's papa asked me if I played basketball i felt dumb ):
Cuss it's damn stupid if you don't know how to play the sport,
but you're damn into it.

get my drift?

Hahahaha.

nehmind -_____________-

I NEED TO STUDY

Saveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee me,
Jeromey :'(

2010-06-10T11:20:00.001+08:00

Bryant is such a douche. Hate him TTM

LA minus bryant is nothing.

Grrrrrr

2010-06-08T21:35:00.003+08:00

EVERYBODY SCREAMMMM

"CELTICSSSSS!!"

CELTICS ALL THE WAY BABEHHHH!!!!!

I swear if they clinch the NBA championship I'll go crazyyyyyy!!

GOGOGO RONDO! LOVE YOU TTMAXXXXXXXX!!! My favvvvvourite player in NBA.

HEHEHE
not forgetting jeromey :p
love you too luh, don't be jealous
You'll win rondo any day baby! (:

now wondering if I should ship a celtics bag over hmmmmm..

2010-06-02T21:23:00.002+08:00

Just remember if all else fails, I'll be there.

♥ you ;

2010-05-26T20:34:00.003+08:00

HAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!

Finally finished with my GPP *screams hurrraayy*
But this is definitely not the end of PW.
But I'm lucky I (L) my group, if not it'll def be effing torturous.
Thank God dipole isn't in my group if not i'll prolly commit suicide or something.
I've never seen anyone so hated by the class before.
hmmmm
congratulations to you.

And when I was entering the toilet I saw a big fat fugly lizard climbing on my wall.
I saw it;
it saw me;
i screamed;
it laughed so hard it's tailed dropped, no kidding.
Thanks dude, I just lost my appetite for an entire year :'(

Anyway,
counting down.
9 more days to the June hols.
Prolly gonna mug mug mug atw.
I know I lead such a sad life...

2010-05-23T21:50:00.003+08:00

I'm backkkk (:

Suddenly getting tired of the uneventful life in JC,
suddenly missing the nonchalant attitude everyone had in Temasek
Well, life goes on for all of us even if we miss the past or not.

I've finally realised why so many people despise Meridians already,
gotta aim not to be like one of those I guess :/

Anyway few pictures
GTG turn in already.

hate my life totally,
can't wait for holidays :'(

Found this on FB, miss you all like crap you know?
Can't ever find anyone to replace any of you, ever.

You guys too :'(

MJC volleyball people (:

<3<3

<3 you, Beeebeee :)
Don't call him gay, I forced him to do it (:

and congrats april (:

2010-05-10T20:30:00.000+08:00

FML I DISCOVERED THE MOST DISGUSTING THING TODAY

God save me

2010-04-29T22:20:00.000+08:00

I miss handsome bee bee :'(

2010-04-22T22:52:00.001+08:00

I SPENT 3 HOURS DOING MY PI !!!

@#$%^&*@#$%^&

Anger overload man.
Anwz luckily I'm done already.
Time to talk to handsome.

Tar tar.

2010-04-20T20:11:00.004+08:00

So why don't you meet me,
down behind the old school,
We'll waste away our weekend with perfect regard to how cavalier we used to be,
that beautiful insanity.

Stupid maths test today >:[
I swear I've been telling myself "Omg it's time to mug!" everytime I see my test results.
But Gahhh I'm so lazzzzy ):

School starts at 9.15 tmrw!
Say HELLL YEAH!
It's the first time that school started so late ever since I've entered meridian ):
I can finally have enough sleeeeeep! (:
(9 hours of sleep is not enough for me o.k)

Went TP to surprise handsome on his first day of school,
wanted to visit sherry,yanz&sab too,
but they weren't there *sad face*
I swear TP should just install some proper drainage system
cus the whole bloody bus stop was flooded.
Dog shit!

Anyway time to go off already.
Bye peeeeeople.
Vball + Capt Ball + Dodgeball tmrw.
Omg *excited*
:D :D :D

Heh my cutesy beeebee!! :)
Get well soon okieee!
(L) you (:

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Stupid bitch that I miss so much ):
I miss having bitch fights with her,
gossiping with her,
standing outside classes with her (Especially Lit),
laughing like hell with her,
being the two people who would always talk back to teachers&get scolded.

Hais maiey maiey moo I doubt you'll see this,
but I really really from the bottom of my heart,
miss you like CRAP.

I♥you, bitch (:
Take care of yourself!!

Miss you all too lah ):

I miss you too bestfriend, please study hard for your upcoming exams okay.
I promise I'll go over to find you rweaalllly rweallly soon. (1 and a half years :p)
<3 you (:

Someone please tell me why my dog keeps pooping in my room FML!